System Overload, System Overload

Keller Banging my son's bestie was a total accident that will never, ever happen again. I'm sure of it. While he might be gorgeous and caught me in a weak moment, when it comes right down to it, my son has been my entire life for the last twenty-six years. I don't know how to be anything other than his dad. But with Molly heading off to Seattle, he leaves me with a parting gift: Will. His best friend. And my new roommate. Still, I'm determined to focus on my plan of finding someone to settle down with and to start living for me. Then Molly hits me with another gift: he's asked Will to help find me the perfect partner. Will Molly leaving me to run away across the country made one thing very obvious. I crave stability. I crave a life where I get to control what happens to me, without the constant threat of having to move home to my homophobic family. All I need to focus on is work and making enough money for the downpayment on my own place. Except now I'm living in the spare bedroom of the man I've been in love with for years. The same bedroom where we had one very messy, very quick, accidental frot sesh. Now I'm cooking for him every night, and we're working out together every morning. It's all feeling very domestic and my heart can't separate reality from the fantasies in my head. I know I'm going to get hurt. It's only a matter of time. But when it comes to Keller, it's impossible for me to walk away.